Here I Go Again

Lyrics

[Verse 1: Spliff] I'm not sure why I say the things I do When I'm intoxicated I act a fool and I don't know why I like to blame the alcohol I abuse Instead of facing the truth Look in the mirror recognize I'm Not myself, not the person I was raised to be And I can undestand Why everyone wants to see a change in me But I can only do what I can With these thoughts in my head Trying to find where the maze is But the dealer let me call once again All by myself it makes me question Everyone around me Are they just judging, I wonder Or do they care about me I know I crossed the line Sincerely I apologize I wanna be better for you and me I know this right here is a sign For us to make it now There's no way It's right there for the taking Both of our lives But they were saving As my heart keeps breaking I just wanna believe in you And you to feel the same No matter what happens That love will always remain When you say my name [Chorus: Kaoz] Here I go again Messing everything up Turning everything that's good in my life Into dust Here I go again Getting way too drunk Telling you those stupid things I say When I drink too much Here I go again [Verse 2: Kaoz] Real shit The truth is the way the world is Is why I'm ruthless I feel useless I'm so used to life leaving bruises I'm foolish but I'm not stupid I'm not a sheep following the shepherd Who Is walking clueless I'm far from perfect And sometimes I don't know what I'm doing I know I fuck up all the time Man, I'm only human And I'm not lying I see plenty room for improvement But I feel like when I'm improving It's only an illusion I don't wanna see a flatline Before I see my daughter get married What's the point of living life If we're living to get buried I know I lean on the bottle Just a little too damn hard (too damn hard) And everytime I get my hands on some liquor Seems to wake up a demon Now I'm thinking out loud And you probably wanna kill me But I only have good intentions I swear to God (I swear to God) [Chorus: Kaoz] Here I go again Messing everything up Turning everything that's good in my life Into dust Here I go again Getting way too drunk Telling you those stupid things I say When I drink too much Here I go again Messing everything up Turning everything that's good in my life Into dust Here I go again Getting way too drunk Telling you those stupid things I say When I drink too much Here I go again