Wasted

Lyrics

[Kaoz] Everybody keeps texting my phone saying "Where the fuck you been?" (where the fuck you been) Found a little piece of heaven in the middle of this hellfire Where I live (hellfire where I live) And I can make excuses for days About everything I do (everything I do) I don't really feel the need to explain myself I don't got no shit to prove Blinds fall down and there's nothing on the other side I wanna see (nothing I wanna see) Just a messed up world full of hate and sorrow That loves to fuck with me (loves to fuck with me) I'm a sucker for pain and needs I'm sure you can understand (what's that?) In this world full of lies Where everybody bites Shit's something like my vicodine [Chorus] I look for a happy place But i fell so many times (fell so many times) I always jump the gun anytime I see the light (anytime I see) If it makes you smile I'll keep trying till I die (trying till I die) If you wanna find me I'll be hiding in this hell getting wasted Thinking about you [Spliff] Got me wasted in my room I don't go outdoors these days There's nothing left for me to see or say I had it all at one time And watch it fall right through my fingers As your memory lingers on These hours on the clock Get longer as this painkillers keep getting stronger Another bottle watch me pile that shit up My friends calling but I'm done, mind left A long time ago Thinking it was the same day that you walked out the door Never the same, the pain, only thing that will remain On some day you're gone I wonder will you remember me Will I remember you When taking a shot to every kiss we had Fall over and cry and laugh At the same time again I'm just getting started with this drinking Try to swim but now I'm sinking to the bottle Flashing lights, they keep on blinking In my eyes, as the medics try to bring me back to life But I left it all behind Time for me to see what's on the other side [Chorus] I look for a happy place But i fell so many times (fell so many times) I always jump the gun anytime I see the light (anytime I see) If it makes you smile I'll keep trying till I die (Till I die) If you wanna find me I'll be hiding in this hell getting wasted Thinking about you