My Worst Fear

Lyrics

[Spliff] Sitting alone I'm lost in this darkness, wish I had a clone Or someone to talk to, that could understand all these thoughts That race through my dome And I never be home So when you talking to me, mane, better watch that tone Cause I ain't got nothing to lose No friends or no family to help me know What's right from wrong, when I hear this song Make me wanna go and like the torture In brain the fire, to all of these liars I'm laughing while I'm burning all their portraits And we scorched the earth, kaotics' birthday Say we cursed but I feel so blessed When I hit that SAS, put it all in my chest Blow it out to them would they say "whats up" Noone to talk to, so I talk through This music, and I choose it It's the only thing that helps me not feel useless Still crusing and searching My fear is asserting I'm closing these curtains No more will they hurt me [Chorus] My worst fear is dying alone All by myself (never known by noone, can't hold that no more) My worst fear is dying alone Next to no one else (never known by no one, can't hold that no more) X2 [Kaoz] I need me some reassurance (that I will never get) I leave bottles open, pouring (just trying to forget) I feel like I'm just a no one (when I am at my bed) It feels like this life is hopeless (so hopeless) I know I need to quit losing, focus (I'm one that's counterfeit) I bleed when it cuts me open (and no, I don't regret) I bleed, but I'm almost broken (my mental ultimate) It feels like this life is hopeless (so hopeless) This coward's attitude will leave me living by myself All alone it's hard to cope, when there's noone else Left with nobody to hold my face, it's like "oh well" And all that I can do is try Not to die by myself [Chorus] My worst fear is dying alone All by myself (never known by noone, can't hold that no more) My worst fear is dying alone Next to no one else (never known by no one, can't hold that no more)