Lost My Mind

Lyrics

Intro: ------------ Lost my mind long time ago Lost my mind long time ago Lost my mind long time ago Lost my mind Chorus: ------------ Said the girl that I love just don't love me no more Girl that I love don't love me no more Said the girl that I love just don't love me no more Lost my mind, lost my mind a long time ago Verse 1: ----------- Being crazy ain't easy but I make it look good Finally made an album that didn't go wood But I'm unable to enjoy it Mental illness on deployment I often let the Devil in But I can't let the Devil win The fear run thru my veins like heroin Till the thoughts I have are harrowing Deep in a sentence C-Murder, Judas Priest - screaming for vengeance My Dad lived to be 45 Then he shot himself with a 45 All I wanted was a Pepsi Yes I live with PTSD This breakup was rather messy Now I'm a psych patient, test me (Repeat Chorus) Verse 2: ------------- I wish it meant as little to me As it does to you I'm about to have a second stroke Hyperventilate, bout to choke Shit cuts deep like a box of razors Burning holes in my oculators Project Pat told me not to save her Wish I could take back the grace I gave her Fuck a Trumper, Fuck a Truther Home life perfect but we got no future Now I'm out here broke & famous New York State came for my anus Carry round a secret, Kerry Von Erich I wanted to shoot my cousin Eric I almost shot my ex's ex I probably shouldn't say that on a rap song (Repeat Chorus) Verse 3: ---------- Istanbul, not Constantinople Love can sting like isopropyl My career is twice as hopeful Hope one day I won't be woeful Go back to the man that feel himself Why do I make raps that reveal myself? I had two parents built a house One died of cancer, one killed himself You never wanna take a selfie I can do bad by myself, B I obsess myself unhealthy I've lost 40 lbs, please help me One thing I ain't do is cheat But I replaced you in a week You'd think that would have healed my grief But these palpitations have yet to cease (Repeat Chorus) (Repeat Intro)