Lyrics

I don't presently want the pressure It's hard enough to make this last forever Much less take the blame for another's endeavors The relationships' severed, I am broken, I am weathered My label did the best that it could, we was broke tho Funded by my rent & food money, lean promo The SpaceLAB back to where it started - me solo It sting when I see a bittersweet team photo The whole crew supposed to be touring The logo waving like a flag when we warring I'm torn because I feel I could have done more for 'em And knowing you could be here too, but work's boring Every record is a means to an end I'd rather not do music with you, still be your friend All them sessions in the basement, mixing & arrangement Now it's estrangement I love you from a distance Hate we didn't make it despite the persistence Try to make it work but keep picking up resistance, what is this? I guess I gotta love 'em from a distance... I will love you from a distance... Miss the days when we fired on all pistons This was my family, the team we was winning It break my heart to have to love 'em from a distance I didn't know what I was supposed to do My conscious tell me I should prolly go to hell for it I broke up with you by ghosting you... To this day I hate myself for it You tried your best to be a good girlfriend Regret my behavior I was going thru a whirlwind No excuses, I was old enough to know better Throw it in your face you fell in love with a go-getter My heart stopped when I read you had cancer I'm so grateful that you're healthy & the doctors found the answer My ex-wifey said I shouldn't reach out with well-wishes But I did it anyway - peace out And when my Mom died you returned the favor That was real as fuck I still have the card that you gave me It really meant the world to hear you say you forgave me I'll at least die with peace about one situation You're still beautiful You bought a house & got married instead of family at your funeral I'm so proud of you, I'm glad I told you I hope you're proud of me, you seen what I go thru I'm only human Beat the brakes off anybody try to say our love was grooming You believed in me From a distance I will always be here should you need me I love you from a distance I wish I didn't get so wrapped up in my commitments Try to make it work but keep picking up resistance, what is this? I guess I gotta love you from a distance... I will love you from a distance Can't forget the adventures we been in I been lucky to have been loved by amazing women It's my fault I have to love em from a distance