Shameless

Lyrics

Click click click That's the sound of my pen on paper Nightmares comes first my music comes later I laugh when people mock me because I'm my own greatest hater I don't pop pills but I drink a syrup To get me to sleep I hate myself They gon find me dead and it won't be no mystery cause I did the deed Put a bullet through my brain so I'm the first Cause they out to kill me I won't let them succeed I'ma do it first yeah you people seen me bleed And ain't done nothing about it People claiming to be my friends but Where's your help when I need it, huh? When I tell someone I'm there for them I'm there, My word is my creed Give you a hug and you stab me in the back Yeah I believed You when you said you were my brother That ain't a truth that's a fable Yeah you my brother, so were Cain and Abel I would have lent you my life but you wouldn't spare a peso To save me from starvation You were a demon in an angel's body yeah you in for eternal damnation Cause I don't give you my trust no more Fake friends take advantage I'm not made of stone but it don't seem to matter Cause y'all won't stop chipping away Chip chip chipping just waiting for me to shatter Y'all done it now! You wanted to see me break? My anger is something you can never be, cause it's authentic you people just fake Better the enemy known then the brother who betraying you People spreading lies behind my back yeah I tried delaying this This line of questioning I tried to bury it under a roof of false hope Hey Caroline I'm starting to question if you were just playing me are you false? Nope See I'm too loyal to suspect the people I most trust in I guess that's why y'all hurt me because my heart doesn't Permit me to believe the worst but now y'all left me broken Bandaids on my heart rip 'em off yeah I'm done runnin' You know what's funny? I defended some of you from abuse So they turned to me, you ran off turned around and said "screw you"! I took a lot of hits to the head in middle school I think y'all done it now my screws loose! And yet I still have enough respect to leave most of y'all nameless I ain't blameless but you betray me guess the "et tu" is ageless I ain't gonna shut up no more, screw the world, rip the bandaid off my mouth you feel this? Truth bubbling out of my lips rip the bandaid off my heart it's time to tell everyone what I really think I will not shut up for a world full of snakes and traitors, call me Shameless