Sadgirl

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She a sad girl Lately been told she a bad girl And frankly she don't know where to go She finds no acceptance no place to call home Daddy beat her mama that's a really hard blow Self esteem hurt she never felt so low She hates the feeling so she decides to get high Parties and drinks and gets wasted every night She looks like iron but she wanna cry People so fake like the mascara on her face Change up the pace Told to learn her place She feels a fury inside of her It's more than just hate But it's less than just apathy She's lost all control yeah now she an anomie And she frankly don't know what to do She her own enemy Left the house cause her sister done disappeared She suspect her father she won't come back till her sister reappear Doesn't know how to to cope with it so she just smokes another joint Takes a swig expecting alcohol to numb her and it don't disappoint Society look down on her but she argue that society made her what she is today Match point She exhausted and tired Finds happiness by injecting it by needlepoint People offering help but she sees the pity in their eyes Like they saying "You ain't strong enough" She know she can do it by herself, but then she gets off her high Needs another hit, a little more, a stronger push to make her fly She hurting everywhere people say all it takes is time to heal But she feel she running out of time people fake she tryina keep it real She a sad girl In a sad world Her own acts Isolated her She a sad girl In her own world Kick herself down She just cries and curls She supposedly free but feels stuck in a cage Bars made of golden xanex and MDMA Make her feel amazing but then she awake Chased down by this poison she's given into and can't get away! Caught in a cicle of violence and hate She a sad girl In a sad world Her own acts Isolated her She a sad girl In her own world Kick herself down She just hides and hurls She can't seem to find a relationship that's not toxic Love is like a flower but every love of hers seem to be rotting Used to have a sense of freedom but now she lost it If you fail try try again but every time she finds that's not it But when they make love to her she feel she making a deposit Then they break her heart she feel like she up for auction Thinking "Maybe this time will be the good one" but it's not it Investing in all these men but never making a profit The cost of Her trust is She had a degree of innocence but now she lost it Everyone mocking her just taking advantage People say love is like money you gotta spend it Betrayed so many times yeah screw her investments If love is money she gonna lock it Up An addiction to find happiness she can never get Enough She a sad girl In a sad world Her own acts Isolated her She a sad girl In her own world Kick herself down She just cries and curls She used to be malleable like butter now that butter is frozen She feels used by all like she's spread too thin Hears all these rappers racking up dubs but she can't get a win Can't go back home the abuse is horrible and the outlook is grim She look to heaven but all she get is judgement called out for her sin People judgemental can't see past her exterior Hypocrites looking down and calling her inferior She hates humanity, won't let nobody near her Looking for help but it seems like nobody there to hear her Nobody to hear her… Ey… Epiphany Shoutout to my home-girl goosyloosy for the cover art to this video