​i’m an addict

Lyrics

[Spoken Intro] Ah fuck, fuck Fuck, I don't even want to be awake right now I don't wanna be fucking thinking Thinking way too fucking much, I been Trapped in my fucking head I don't even want that shit Ego Mackey [Verse 1] Barely made it here, where i am ain even near The point ain clear so im selling drinking drank no fear Lived my whole life in fear, 'cause my mind always right here Making friends with myself, always been bad for my health Get high 'till I'm just a shell, popping them shells, go right to hell Done too much dirt, can't ask for help, not like I would do that to myself Take my charge and then deal with it, wait 'till I'm high then Let them feel this, fake happiness, heroin, close to bliss [Hook] Close as I can get to that shit, a few hours long I can go waiting 'fore I go and take something lift Don't say it for me, know I'm an addict Don't say it for me, know I'm an addict Fake happiness, heroin, bitch I'm close to bliss Closest I can get, get to that shit A few hours long I can go with— Before I go and take some bitch, yeah [Pre-verse] Don't say it for me, know, yeah I'm an addict Don't say it for me (bitch), know I'm an addict Don't say it for me, know that I'm fucked, yeah Whole life shit, whole life, shit (hah) [Verse 2] Ah, but what can I do, what can I do? Huh, you know that I'm broken, I'm broken too (huh) And I feel like all I'm gonna do is hurt you (ah) Drugged off blues, lean and xans, bitch, yeah the Percs too Canadian-Oxy, 80s blue, dirty 80s, green Fentanyl, give you the blues Fentanyl stuck to my brain, bitch, like glue Opiates stuck on my nerves, yeah, nothing new I was high at fourteen, I was already bored of weed Addict bitch, yeah, you know I was born a fiend Started selling xans and lean, ended up selling crack and beans Caps mostly filled it with methamphetamine And now streets is all mostly fentanyl All these drugs, all these drugs, y'know they really killing me All these drugs, all these drugs really live in me When I'm dead, hope that they all fucking miss me (yeah) [Hook] Fake happiness, heroin, close to bliss Close as I can get to feeling that shit A few hours long I can go without it Before I go take some, and take some and then [Outro] Don't say it for bitch, yeah, know I'm an addict, oh Fake happiness, heroin, close to bliss Close as I can get, yeah, to that shit A few hours long, I can go without it, before I go take some, go and take some, yeah Don't say it for me, know I'm an addict Before I take some, take some, yeah Fake happiness, heroin, close to bliss