​in the great ruins of oxycotin

Lyrics

[Chorus] I wish I wasn't like this often I dont wanna live for oxycontin I been tryna stop it I jus been so lost in Lost most my friends to all these toxins Stuck in exhaustion fantasizing 'bout the coffin My heart been froze, so can't soften I sold drugs for years, I can't work the office I get high cause this world make me nauseous [Bridge] I dont wanna just be an addict Everyday just tryna numb sadness I dont wanna just be an addict Everyday I numb sadness [Verse] Fried numb droolin' broken brain chemistry I did all 'em drugs young wasn't the best for me Fried neurons something wrong with me chemically All 'em oxy 80's downed with Hennessy All these synthetic dopes gon' be the end of me Never cared they thought less of me Killin me softly, just wanna rest in peace These drugs all that gon' miss me when I leave Worrying if my girl hate me now I been fuking up these drugs they keep me down Might have get back to movin pounds Is easy can't ever forget how Gettin up just to get high Wondering how I even get by Wondering why I'm still alive When everyone had to go and die Off the same shit, no I dont wanna face it What it laced wit Jus numb and erase it Jus numb on fent laying All the bad memories replayin In my brain I hate it [Chorus] I wish I wasn't like this often I dont wanna live for oxycontin I been tryna stop it I jus been so lost in Lost most my friends to all these toxins Stuck in exhaustion fantasizing 'bout the coffin My heart been froze, so can't soften I sold drugs for years, I can't work the office I get high cause this world make me nauseous Lost in, lost in, lost in, oxycontin Ain't got no way to stop it Ain't got no way to stop it