​dead and deader

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[Intro] Dilaudid Blues 2, reloaded, redosing (Sick, so sick) ​ego mackey [Chorus] And I want Oxy that last forever, all ties to my old life, I severed For the worse or for the better, dopamine on IV for my pleasure I stay high inside in the nice weather, thought I was dead but I got deader Poppin' these pills just to forget her, but I always still remember And I want Oxy that last forever, all ties to my old life, I severеd For the worse or for the bеtter, dopamine on IV for my pleasure I stay high inside in the nice weather, thought I was dead but I got deader Poppin' these pills just to forget her, but I always still remember [Verse 1] And it's all for you, you were gone out the blue And I still can't get over lost loves, being hooked on these hard drugs I always had to do too much, so I get why I'm someone you can't trust Tried to play like I didn't give a fuck, got so lost, I can't have enough Mistakes I made, a graph of escapes, these pills that I always take Just to watch my brain break, some things I can't shake Sometimes you just have to wait, I wait for death's embrace Oh, what did I say? Just forget it, okay? Forget it all today [Chorus] And I want Oxy that last forever, all ties to my old life, I severed For the worse or for the better, dopamine on IV for my pleasure I stay high inside in the nice weather, thought I was dead but I got deader Poppin' these pills just to forget her, but I always still remember And I want Oxy that last forever, all ties to my old life, I severed For the worse or for the better, dopamine on IV for my pleasure I stay high inside in the nice weather, thought I was dead but I got deader Poppin' these pills just to forget her, but I always still remember [Verse 2] I know I'm out of my mind, still think of you all the time All these drugs, get high or die, I been up for days, just pourin' lines Up for days and I still can't find, still feel empty inside Sippin', tryna hold myself back, get high like my first time, relapse I still got Oxy, Trams and Loratabs, Morphine, Clonaz and a lotta Xans None it can heal all this bad, I did so much, yeah, it's all I am Fuck it, can't die yet, damn, but I feel like I lose everything I have Every time I withdraw, yeah, ah, fuck, it's too much, damn Ah, fuck, it's too much, damn [Chorus] And I want Oxy that last forever, all ties to my old life, I severed For the worse or for the better, dopamine on IV for my pleasure I stay high inside in the nice weather, thought I was dead but I got deader Poppin' these pills just to forget her, but I always still remember Still remember