​and i still care a bit but i rather get high n feel like shit bout it

Lyrics

[Intro] Don't— Don't be like me, don't (Wolcifer) Don't follow this shit 'Cause you just gon' end up fucking sick, it ain't—, it ain't good ​ego mackey [Chorus] I been avoiding everyone, just tryna feel numb Only way I'm having fun, with all of these drugs And I'm burning all my love, think I give a fuck? Maybe a little, yeah, what's up? But I couldn't give this up I been avoiding everyone, just tryna feel numb Only way I'm having fun, yeah, with all of these drugs And I'm burning all my love, think I could give a fuck? Maybe a little, yeah, what's up? But I couldn't give this up [Verse 1] Yeah, I know I been taking too much, always saying it never enough What you want? I ain't the one, just been tryna make it numb Just been tryna turn down, waste away my liver, lungs I was just tryna have some fun, now my sickness never done Saying, saying I should stop, like I ain't wan' fucking rot Like I'm far from cooking rocks, all this pain, still in shock Already seen too many bodies drop, wish my life could be swapped Taking beatings from the cops, I wish I never took those drugs (Yeah, yeah) [Chorus] I been avoiding everyone, just tryna feel numb Only way I'm having fun, with all of these drugs And I'm burning all my love, think I give a fuck? Maybe a little, yeah, what's up? But I couldn't give this up I been avoiding everyone, just tryna feel numb Only way I'm having fun, with all of these drugs And I'm burning all my love, think I could give a fuck? Maybe a little, yeah, what's up? But I couldn't give this up (Yeah, yeah, uh, yeah) [Verse 2] I got fenty, I got fentanyl, [?] Leave you empty, dirty on me, selling presses, never think less [?] [?] no love left in me Told myself drugs all I need, waking up feeling so weak Waking up, it been 'bout a week, feeling like I'm 'bout to tweak All these feelings [?] (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) [Chorus] I been avoiding everyone, just tryna feel numb Only way I'm having fun, with all these drugs And I'm burning all my love, think I, think I give a fuck? Maybe a little, yeah, what's up? But I couldn't give this up I been avoiding everyone, just tryna feel numb Only way I'm having fun, yeah, with all of these drugs And I'm burning all my love, think I could give a fuck? Maybe a little, yeah, what's up? But I couldn't give this up