‌acting like it is but it isn’t

Lyrics

[Verse] Haven't slept, haven't rest Haven't ate, yeah, uh, all this stress Was it worth, yeah, all this mess? Gettin' high just to try and think a little less I hate to say it, yeah, but yes With the demons, I'm my best Just always waiting for the next, yeah Memories coming in and out focus Guess the drugs ain't that potent That Fent fucked my tolerance up, spoiled it Can't even, no, can't enjoy shit Too many charges, no employment So many excuses, can't own it That H, I shouldn't have smoked it Can't give up, even if I'm hopeless Even if I'm hopeless, you wouldn't notice [Chorus] Pain on my brain all the time, yeah, yeah Just fantasizing how I would die, yeah, yeah See the sickness in my, all through my eyes, yeah, yeah Asking if I'm surprised to be alive, yeah, yeah I guess, but it's alright, pain always here, that's just life Smoke in front my sight, wandering out through the night Pain on my brain like all the time, fantasizing how I would die See the sickness in my eyes, asking if I'm surprised to be alive I guess, yeah, but it's alright [Outro] Yeah, it's alright I guess, I guess, but it's alright It's alright Pain always here, that's just life It's alright Smoke in front my sight, it's alright