Lonely

Lyrics

[Intro] (Lonely, that's what I'll be) (Lonely, that's what I'll be) [Chorus] Lonely, that's what I'll be Until the day that I rot in peace And that's a feelin' that a few might know So I'ma just do my show 'til the coffin leaves Lonely, that's what I'll be Until the day that I rot in peace And that's a feelin' that a few might know So I'ma just do my show 'til the coffin leaves [Verse 1] Lonely, ever since an only child, sometimes, it just drove me wild So I'd play by myself in the backyard or I'd rap bars 'til I'd go senile Got a job in the grocery aisle, went home and I'd flow freestyles The shit I would spit was mostly vile and wouldn't make an emoji smile But I made a few homies while I was goin' to primary school Not knowin' that life was cruel, so we rode on our bicycles in the hopes we would find a pool At some random apartment complex, far and long treks, those little times were cool Sparkin' bongs next and passin' longnecks, beyond then's when I noticed my mind was fooled Like I froze in an icicle, I had this agoraphobia Now I'm in panic mode and there's no antidote, trapped in a massive dystopia Friends, I ain't havin' 'em over, I'm trapped in my home, so it's rap I'm devoted ta And all that my passion is showin' I'm actually growin' dramatically lonelier, bruh [Chorus] Lonely, that's what I'll be Until the day that I rot in peace And that's a feelin' that a few might know So I'ma just do my show 'til the coffin leaves Lonely, that's what I'll be Until the day that I rot in peace And that's a feelin' that a few might know So I'ma just do my show 'til the coffin leaves [Verse 2] Not sure if I've come to terms with it, so I search for a Bundaberg to sip Brain like a thunderbird, but under the surface, I've under-serviced it No wonder my mum's concerned a bit, I've been glum since a young and nervous kid I only have fun when I'm drunk or I'm under the pump, it's become a circus trick And I'm used to the laughter, more that I lose, the amusement is larger I don't wanna have kids 'cause I know if I did, I could take the same route as my father So I choose to be smarter, our stupider due to the lager Screw choosin' a partner and losin' her after she views I'm a human disaster I'm refusin' to barter, but I guess that I better explain it My head was invaded with mental disorders, eventually saw my genetics are tainted If I have any kids, the addiction and glitch in my system is very contagious So my surname dies with me, even if it means I'll forever remain this [Bridge] Fuckin' lonely, standin' in the rain Nobody knows me, but they're slanderin' my name I've been lookin' for an answer to the pain Damnit, it's a shame that the chances are remained, so [Chorus] Lonely, that's what I'll be Until the day that I rot in peace And that's a feelin' that a few might know So I'ma just do my show 'til the coffin leaves Lonely, that's what I'll be Until the day that I rot in peace And that's a feelin' that a few might know So I'ma just do my show 'til the coffin leaves