Up And Down

Lyrics

[Verse] Feel like I'm losing the plot Feel like a loser a lot I forgot what I want to achieve with my music I need this confusion to stop Even though I said bye to Jordan I've still got that noose in a knot Not sure if ill use it or not F-F-F-Fuck that, I'm refusing to flop Cause I gotta stay focused and make a change Escape the dark and break the chains From makers mark and placing blame To making marks and taking aim, It's my life Yeah gotta prove 'em wrong Can't look back now gotta move along Gotta cruise with the bruises refusing to lose cause I choose to improve when the musics on, Yeah I just wanna do my best, but there's so many things that produce my stress I've been sitting in a Dugite's nest where I patiently wait for a snake who would chew my flesh Same dudes who would root my ex But I still gotta few guys left Shout outs to my crew I ain't got huge biceps but I do my reps As the moonlight sets, I expect the worst I'm not quite sure if I'm blessed or cursed So I'm putting in extra work I don't wanna be the best in Perth Just the best on Earth Sometimes I forget my worth Sometimes I just get so depressed it hurts Sometimes I don't really wanna live another minute but giving ups for quitters and respect is earned STAY STRONG Gotta tell myself that And help excel my welcomed health back Lost it all, Shell was hell tapped, dropped the ball, and felt the world crack Woke up and I had an epiphany, have to commit to a pattern and my passion prolifically, I just wanna be rapping terrifically with a rapid delivery, doesn't matter if you happen to critic me 'cause.. This is all I know What a life I remember the day that I gotta mic Kids at school would say I forgot I'm white Now the same cunts play me on Spotify, Huh Gotta thank my foes They would tease me for wearing those gangsta clothes I was pulled down lower than an anchor goes But that just shows how far through the ranks I rose Much love to my fans and supporters You're the reason I stand and record this You were there when my Nikes were blood stained And still there when abandoning Jordan You were there when I started this music You were there for the panic disorders Saw me go to hell and back like Humpty Dumpty lord knows that this man has been haunted I don't know if I'll make it or not, but I feel less stressed every page that I jot so I'll say what I want to the day that I drop and I'll pray I can take all my mates to the top So I'ma do what I need to do 'Cause you believe in me and I believe in you I keep going cause you're giving me a reason too This is just the beginning I ain't leaving soon I've been up and down I've been underground I've been climbing mountains to get this fucking crown I've been up and down I've been underground Got these rappers saying no, no, no, no, no, but [Chorus] I've been up and down I've been underground I've been climbing mountains to get this fucking crown I've been up and down I've been underground Got these rappers saying no, no, no, no, no, but.. I've been up & down