Dad

Lyrics

[Intro] Yo This song's for you dad You fucking dog [Verse 1] You're far from my father figure, I figured it out Its been about six years since you visited now Thinking back, it could be more but I ain't sitting to count Child support, you only gave the minimum fricking amount Living in doubt, I turned to the streets scene Searching for guidance had converted [?] keen On sweet green, I was a permanent weed fiend Ended up in hospital, determined to keep clean Have your genes been making me like you? I know you've got a few new babies, a wife too They're not my brothers, they're replacements from white goo I don't wanna meet 'em, I'm afraid what I might do How about you fuckin' place 'em in my shoes Give 'em a little taste of feeling hated and lied too I use to think I'd never make it then I grew Now I see you're just another fake that my life knew [Chorus] But it was just my mum and me, he must of had enough of me So I'ma make the fucker bleed if I ever see my dad I'ma make him stand in the rain (My dad) Show him the man I became through the panic and pain But it was just my mum and me, he must of had enough of me So I'ma make the fucker bleed if I ever see my dad I'ma shove his face in the dirt (My dad) And show him the ways that he's hurt me since the day of my birth [Verse 2] I wanna cry, I definitely got a lot of pride But I remember you telling me how you shot a guy I was horrified, you showed me photos Of squashed dead bodies, these are memories that I gotta hide What was your mind thinking? I was a fucking kid I don't fucking love you and I don't know why my mother did Other kids asked where you were and I'd fucking flip It's my birthday and I don't know where the fucker is I must admit, I was jealous and confused I don't really have that many relatives to lose Father's Day was awkward, irrelevant and screwed An elephant in the room and the devil in my views It's settled in the booth, even though you don't deserve a track I'm feeling like I need to go and smoke a thirty pack Moving forward, my demons know I won't be turning back If I see you though, you need to know that I'ma hurt you, dad [Chorus] But it was just my mum and me, he must of had enough of me So I'ma make the fucker bleed if I ever see my dad I'ma make him stand in the rain (My dad) Show him the man I became through the panic and pain But it was just my mum and me, he must of had enough of me So I'ma make the fucker bleed if I ever see my dad I'ma shove his face in the dirt (My dad) And show him the ways that he's hurt me since the day of my birth (Yo) [Verse 3] Damn it, you cunt, how can you abandon your son? Responsibilities you had, you just handed to mum Ever since my fucking life on this planet begun You haven't done shit to help me be the man I've become I plan to become, a decent father, rather Than a [?] that leaves their son and never has to see the drama I just hope that one day you'll receive some karma And get your fucking corpse dropped in a secret harbour Complete's a charmer, maybe I'm batshit 'Cause my mind left the same way that my dad did You weren't a father, you just basically acted The fact is, I'm so ashamed of this fat prick Was I a bad kid? It ain't hard to prove You took a new path and I ain't passing through It makes marks and breaks hearts in two So all I know is, I don't take after you, cunt [Chorus] But it was just my mum and me, he must of had enough of me So I'ma make the fucker bleed if I ever see my dad I'ma make him stand in the rain (My dad) Show him the man I became through the panic and pain But it was just my mum and me, he must of had enough of me So I'ma make the fucker bleed if I ever see my dad I'ma shove his face in the dirt (My dad) And show him the ways that he's hurt me since the day of my birth