Lyrics

It's hard to comprehend it When your art's your longest friendship And your hearts beyond demented But you haven't got the spark to want to mend it So I grasp upon this pen And my darkest wrongs are vented Some days I'm ashamed of the path I'm on But I guess you gotta start a song to end it And it seems so tough Why's everything gotta be so fucked? I'm sorry about my emo stuff But my dreams won't budge till I clean those cuts So I jump on a beat and these peeps show love Yeah brother the scene goes nuts Rеlease my first mixtape at 17 Just imaginе when Complete grows up But I still haven't, and I want to be more but I'm not really sure if it will happen Still nappin with the pill pattern cause I'd kill for a pilsener while I'm gettin chills in a field cabin I just wanna kill rappin in an ill fashion but it feels like my skills lackin and this bill's stackin Cause I spend so much on these drunken thrills I would flunk a mill on some spilled Kraken As I sit in disgust, rags to riches riches to rust I admit I'm a risk when resisting a rush It's like I don't wanna miss but I must! Pissed as a skunk, staring at the motel mirror as I whisper enough Missin my ex, yeah we had sex but I guess I didn't kiss her enough Ditchin her hugs just to cradle a case, maybe I've made me some fatal mistakes Trading a stable embrace for a fable, changing my seat for a table of plates And the room is empty, the spoons are bent, balloons are plenty, the booze extends, the schooners tempt me, I lose my freinds, a few resent me, few to envy! So I'm home alone, Next minute and I'm roaming alone in Rome, corona grown aromas and chrome Patrone Chromosomes that flow from my open dome So after the shows are shown, and that Jetstar flight gelts slowly flown I'd rehearse the suggestions but how can I work on reflection, I don't even know my own! Fuck! Still see doctors more than my mates Still detoxing thought it was safe Still restocking order a case Still need options or I'm a (break!!) Still need watching more than my weight Still sleep lots and forfeit the day Still bein hostage for an escape Still keep boxing thoughts that hate And I'm against the ropes, still hope for a sense of hope So I pen these notes theres no sense in choking! Even when I'm tempted to go and surrender most! I'm a saw through this war and defend my post Till my trench and cement explodes! And all foes that descend below look up and pretend that my end is close! Till I got no oxygen left, won't stop for a sec till I drop to my death still rockin these sets like rocky on meth probably best that you don't mock me with threats cause it's gonna get costly, costly as debt for a rock fiend dog keep watching me flex! Watching these pests wanna off me cause they're not me promptly wouldn't top my success hell nah! Watch ya speakin bout bruv? I'm still gonna blow all these speakers out bruv Even when my teams outnumbered our hungers humungous you wouldn't wanna a scene without us And I still will succeed without luck You can hate you can even doubt but It ain't over till the fat lady sings so tell your fucking mum to keep her mouth shut! He, Complete