Smile

Lyrics

Tell me, have you felt low? Tell me, have you felt this low? I could sleep forever I don't wanna wake no, no, no, no I don't wanna break Afraid to fall I just wanna make it through it all Still I smile As I fall apart I got big dreams that I'm chasin' Pray that one day I'm gon' make it I got things bringing me pain It ain't the picture I'm paintin' I got hope! Yea, I ain't religious so show me a God Show me a sign, never met Jesus So give me one reason, I'll change my mind Im gon' go ghost! Yo, i been a loner ain't no facade Fell for the lies, I seen some crazy shit Maybe that's why I stay inside Fill these note pads while I choke back These tears mixed with that Cognac I have missed calls, but my phones cracked Moms mad I ain't wrote back But i'm really goin' through it Truth is I don't know what I'm doin' Yea, so I fake it like I know it I act strong when I'm not strong Really thinkin' I'm about to blow it, yo Lemme make it so clear to you I got better things to do then put my ear to you, yea And dwell on shit from ten years ago Now I'm here, lights off, in the eerie glow singing... Tell me, have you felt low? Tell me, have you felt this low? I could sleep forever I don't wanna wake no, no, no, no I don't wanna break Afraid to fall I just wanna make it through it all Still I smile As I fall apart Got medicine for this head space This fog I'm in feel like dead weight I'm on this treadmill runnin' after nothin' But ima keep on runnin' like what would my dad say? Got five thousand reasons I should give up, true Five thousand people I don't live up to, ya All my heroes fuckin' fell off I don't gotta lotta people i can look up to I didn't cross the finish-line just to start back I'm sayin' "fuck love! Give my heart back!" I don't want fame "Give my art back!" And my last voicemail disregard that I don't wanna be this person I just wanna be a version of myself that i like When i duck behind the curtain But I'm certain that I've turned into a burden That's the reason that these demons keep emergin' And they singing like... Tell me, have you felt low? Tell me, have you felt this low? I could sleep forever (I could sleep forever) I don't wanna wake no, no, no, no (no!) I don't wanna break Afraid to fall I just wanna make it through it all Still I smile (still I smile) As I fall apart