Burden

Lyrics

[Chorus: Ileigha] I've been looking for you, yeah I've been searching Just wanna talk awhile I don't wanna burden you, and The pain I feel, yeah I've been hurting When I'm not with I don't feel like I'm a person no more [Verse 1: Whitney] I'm just a ghost now, just a ghost now My home is lonely and it's looking like a ghost town I don't feel like this is real life Gotta tell me straight, what's the deal? I never knew what commitment meant Now I'm here tryna fix this mess Every night I close my eyes and I pretend that you're in this bed You swear to god that I'm unfaithful, I swear to God that I am That's a lot of swearing that's why I'm cursed But I deserve it because back before you I wasn't a perfect person and I can see why you would think I'd do you dirty I've earned that reputation I've burned that many bridges I know I learned my lesson It hurt me when I did it We don't talk, I think you changed your number The last we saw each other, I can't really remember I was mistaken when I said it would get better Now I'm sittin' here in limbo but I know I'll wait forever [Chorus: Ileigha] I've been looking for you, yeah I've been searching Just wanna talk awhile I don't wanna burden you, and The pain I feel, yeah I've been hurting When I'm not with I don't feel like I'm a person no more [Verse 2: Hard Target] Now I pray that she might call back While I'm sitting in an empty room Staring at a blank TV and a cigarette burns and I sit and reminisce about you, about your truth and about your lies, if you really cared You would be here now but instead, I am trapped in a room by my goddamn self and I'm praying I might not get out, but I know That I can't and I know that I won't Saying what you feel but I know you don't You can take my life, you can break my heart But I swear this time, this time I'm gone I just came to talk but you hanging up, I guess everything it just ain't enough, You say something and you take it back I'm not sure what to make of this About that guy, be with him Tell him everything that you told me too Tell him that it means everything in the world to you The same bullshit you put me through, maybe I'm a burden, no I'm not perfect I said that I loved you and I meant every word of it But you turn me out and then walked away I guess this is why I just called to say that [Chorus: Ileigha] I've been looking for you, yeah I've been searching Just wanna talk awhile I don't wanna burden you, and The pain I feel, yeah I've been hurting When I'm not with I don't feel like I'm a person no more [Verse 3: Whitney] I've thought about it, you ain't perfect Matter of fact, we're the same person, I'm Fucked up, you're fucked up, it's in my head like a brain surgeon I can't take anybody who claims I'm the one to blame This all feels outta body, get chills when I hear your name Can we talk about it, be about it, put it up online, let 'em read about it, I don't care what they thinkin', can't picture me without ya, you got this glow about you, it looks like gold around you, but who needs riches if you see the sum that we amount to No bank account could take us out, we priceless I love you, then I hate you, then I love you I might switch back and forth but you're my future I'm a psychic, if you don't know what I'm thinkin' listen up because it's like this [Chorus: Ileigha] I've been looking for you, yeah I've been searching Just wanna talk awhile I don't wanna burden you, and The pain I feel, yeah I've been hurting When I'm not with I don't feel like I'm a person no more