​my mind (intro)

Lyrics

[Verse] I'm suffocating, I'm buried alive Trapped by the anxiety I keep buried inside My anxiety's a monster yeah it's eating me alive Sometimes it feels like I won't survive Waking in the morning, can't get out of bed Hard to get up when I'm trapped in my head Keep telling myself everything's ok Just get up, it'll be a good day Once I get out of bed I put on my mask Faking a smile I hope no one can see past Telling people I'm ok whenever they ask But I'm breaking inside, my heart is made of glass Wearing this mask is starting to get tiring Trying to look happy when I feel like crying Maybe I should take off my mask and share what I'm feeling But will people accept the real me? Will they tell me to toughen up? tell me to be a man? Or will they try to help me by lending me a hand? Will they pull me out of the water and put me back on land? I don't know, and I don't care. I just want help, yeah I need a breath of air I get alone in my zone, with my only luminescence from the glow of a phone Sitting in the dark charting rhymes in multiple charts, using multiple parts Train my mind inside the cage of a functional art I like to hurl words in any given order Throw em in a pile past the left side red line border With a pen on the side cattle ranching the herd While I medicate the mind with a bowl full of herb I ain't a Martian but I never felt apart of this world Never stuck to a friend, or even glued to a girl It seems I'm always in my room trynna get in the zone Pretending I don't need a soul when I'm really alone You see tomorrow in your eyes will be better than most You'll tell your friends we said goodbye in the presence of hope But in reality, you said that all your feelings went cold And when I asked if we could try again you said I don't know So I don't know if I'll continue in your world anymore Sitting by on the side, while I burn at the core Cracking up inside, like an inside joke Fall in love with the pain, as my veins go cold I'm suffocating, I'm buried alive Trapped by the anxiety I keep buried inside My anxiety's a monster yeah it's eating me alive Sometimes it feels like I won't survive Waking in the morning, can't get out of bed Hard to get up when I'm trapped in my head Keep telling myself everything's ok Just get up, it'll be a good day Once I get out of bed I put on my mask Faking a smile I hope no one can see past Telling people I'm ok whenever they ask But I'm breaking inside, my heart is made of glass Wearing this mask is starting to get tiring Trying to look happy when I feel like crying Maybe I should take off my mask and share what I'm feeling But will people accept the real me?