Chaos

Lyrics

[Intro] I've been Trapped inside my mind all day And I just wanna get out move out my way Move out my way I think I'm lost and I know I can't escape [Verse 1] My life, I live it predicting these sentences / The senseless assumption of judgmental views / Leaves them confused when they think they know you / But the truth is your tool to enlighten those fools / You expose the holes that grows and flows through their minds / We're raised in these days with stereotypical lies disguised / A preconceived notion of what we supposed to be / But see through the eyes of the blind with the hope to speak / Just notice me, and grow to see the emotions that flow so deep / When We walk a different path on our own two feet / See We all face a struggle and suffer in life, it's like / We both in the dark but we brothers in light, despite / Some type of systematic fight for what's "right", I'm hyped / But right there stop em, I thought the problem was you! / You weren't judgmental it was me that's confused / I blamed you for the views and thought you profiled me / Now I see I was deceived by what I believed you to be / My vision so focused on my on my own view and stance / The twist is I didn't see past and didn't give you a chance / Yo I'm sorry for that, my old view is GONE it'll never be back / I never thought I'd apologize through a rap / And they say ignorance is bliss but they missed this fact / Ignorance is a state of mind with intelligence lacked / But who's at fault when someone really doesn't know? / And who's responsibility is it to show them the ropes? / I'm tired of blaming you for not teaching yourself / Who's the ignorant ass if I just refused to help? / Now I'm bruised as hell, I stand defeated and weak / An ego so hurt, I bruised my pride from beneath / But I see the errors of my ways and I'm dedicated to change / I challenge you to look within and ask yourself the same... / Is it you? What can we do? Let's enlighten the truth for us now / My judgement is gone, I'm honest, and proud, I'm out /.... [Verse 2] Tryna make it through put on a facade Never got a shot my path already made Said they'd be there but I knew they lied Pretend it don't hurt when they said they tried Gave up on life felt lost forever Would I learn to love myself, no never A little bit of hope made its way through When you told me you love me and I knew it was true Hid a secret of your own apologetically Felt wanted when you said you liked me Honesty Policy Equality Animosity Hypocrisy What, what the fuck is wrong with me Couldn't be together, just wasn't right What if that shit had ended in a fight I let you go, a huge mistake One I didn't mean to make Said it was okay yet still got jealous Gettin a bit overzealous Lovin him, relivin him, seemed you were ravin him, felt the lust when you was dissin him, missin him, kissin him Told me you were hurtin' an showed me the cuts Cried together that night, too far apart Begging you for another way "Please, please, just one more day" Thoughts rushing in my head, your depression You were still my angel who fell from heaven I needed you, you were all I had My only one real comrade I want to be with you for all the time we have left You can't go now and leave me bereft I need you to live to see another day I don't deserve you but want you anyway [Verse 2] Society hatin on us Cmon don't be a wuss Afraid to admit it but I'm in love with you I love you too, don't misconstrue Had a connection from the start Stole my soul, along with my heart Tryna act normal but it still hurts Remembering all those precarious words Didn't know how much was missing till you filled it in Seeing you and can't help but break into a grin You helped me find my way I need ya, need ya, need ya... for just one more day Only wake up in the morning to see your text Wouldn't look forward to what's next You're always talking about needing me So why do you always try leaving me Say you can't deal with it no more My heart and mind fighting a war Without your love I'm hopeless I know you don't want my condolence You're telling me to shut up but I can't stop I won't, I can't let it drop Saying your time is due Thinking about life without you I might as well not exist Only thing I'd do is reminisce Wouldn't live in the moment, I'd be in my memories My one, my only place with amenities But you ain't dead yet, can't stop trying to save ya I want you with every single flaw I wish I would've never had made ya