Nostalgia

Lyrics

[Intro] Yeah back in the day Driving to school outta my way Taking the backroads but I'm doing 70 on this highway I pull in and park it And shut it and lock it I open my locker and shove in the backpack But I pull out the water bottle It's all in the past Nostalgialistic It seems so fucking simplistic A skinny kid that was gifted But nobody would listen I wanna go the distance that was the mission But it's up to the system Fucking with my vision it's just the beginning yeah (Just the beginning) [Verse] I had a girl at the time It wasn't nothing She was a girl I was dating Then was a girl I was fucking Not something I was proud of but it's something You see we had a lot of fights and lost a lot of trust Quit having discussions yeah Made some mistakes, what you expect Sex is complicated when you do that shit for wrong reasons I think I'm still decent Evеrybody's got their demons But my feelings masked my sеnse of reason Too deep in this shit for leaving now (So I) Hit the court I'm fucking flying I'd be lying if I said I wasn't dying to start Starting five I had the drive You could see determination in my eyes But I was put on the side By the coach He wasn't nothing He don't care bout the growth of the team He tore that shit apart like when you pull at the seams Like that shit was a seamstress We were a team he says Fuck a family That was the dream I guess yeah But back at home I was creating Not always the best But that shit be nostalgic to me Thought my life was a movie Used to go to every movie with my dad It makes me think about incredible moments we've had Would've made some memories if it wasn't for the ex I spent most of my time just trynna get her respect And when I think about it I just get so upset, so depressed I think that it's my biggest regret damn I mean I'm glad I fucking did it, but I hate that I did it I'm not convinced that I made the right decision Should've broke it off before it got intense We were dating but it don't make any sense She was different from me (Different from me) Hop in the whip Plug in the aux Check the clock It's 9PM I'm out again My mom's upset I'm too intense I never listen I suck at making decisions She wants the best for her only son And I'm just too dumb (Just too fucking dumb) Damn What kind of man have I become Mammas boy that never grew up I know I fucking screw up It's over Hanging movie posters in the room with my dad but now I'm older It's like time is moving slower but the past fucking over It's over It's like back in October it was fresh But now I'm never fucking sober Who said you needed closure I'm working 8 days a week but just don't get the exposure I need control of my life I look at the past like it's brighter I got desire This is raw ain't no need for lying Mufasa I'm fucking fighting Nostalgia coming out from hiding Driving me insane Fuck the rhyming Can nostalgia be bad I guess I'm just too weak for smiling damn