Doors I Painted Shut

Lyrics

[Verse 1] I don't wanna die At least not without you Alone here in the August heat And the shadows of the afternoon I don't wanna die But I'm petrified of getting up There's a draft coming from underneath A door I swore I'd painted shut [Verse 2] I'm staring at the sun Even though I'm sure that I'm asleep And it's expanding out to swallow us I can feel the low persistent heat I don't try to run I wait out there on the porch swing And in the orange glow, an eerie calm A continent slides off into the sea [Verse 3] I don't wanna stay Under the low clouds of a humid heat I'm singing softly out of tune I can nеver find the key I don't wanna diе Or maybe I do 'Cause everything's so fucking dark You found me crying in the other room [Chorus] It's been years since I've been low like this I don't like me Playing piano with a broken wrist I don't like me And I've been waiting at the windowsill I don't like me I need you to know I love you still I don't like me