Risks

Lyrics

If you feel you're wasted And you're wasting away Well, you might want to consider yourself no one Found you abandoned But now I guess that was wrong It's such a privilege to misstep when you're painfully young I haven't been in this kind of situation in quite a while So bear that in mind and go a little easy on me Slow down Is what they said Slow down You're letting this all go to your head What's your angle? Better to leave it alone It's complicated Just avoid looking at the screen of my phone and protect your own I'm always hunting for new material to use against and to bruise my defense When it can't be found I create it from scratch Can you really blame me for that? Oh, you can? I take it as an attack How did we get here? Is it worth the trip back? Maybe I better Slow down Not everything is a jab Slow down And you don't need to grab at Everything that you see that may latch on to your need for Curling like a fetus on your living room floor You're in darkness at the moment Eventually someone'll come and drag you out But for now you're just a skeleton I know the drill but feel myself starting to crack I write fiction and then I read it as fact Nerve-wracked and overfeeling Heartbroken and still reeling I haven't slept well in a month or so Maybe I… Yeah, I should probably just go Well Calm down Think you like losing your mind Calm down Would you just look at the time It's Six months on, and that's been more than enough May have needed it at first, but fucking pick yourself up Can't see much of the world from the vantage point of your window Know you Worry about the way that the public perceives you But trust in the statistic that they don't even see you Like a chain smoker talking about needing to quit You could've done most everything if you just took risks I'm wasted now so I can't be sure But I think I had a good day today Anonymity, my old friend! It's been so long and it's a pleasure to have your company again I am no one. Do you read me? I am no one. Can you comprehend? For once, I'm barely thinking about anything For once, I can let the hair grow down the front of my face I can roam wherever I want to I can eat, sleep, drink, I can shit however I want to Cause I am no one It used to be the most harrowing thought To be no one; To be all that I have got Please don't break me out This is how I would want to go Please don't heed my shout I'm relaxing the undertow