Trials & Tribulations

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When it began, I was molded by the thoughts of evil man Left alone to deal with wickedness in flesh and bone My dome was corrupted, spirit man destructed Interrupted brain waves, I'm now trapped in my flesh Also known as my cage To indulge in my sins, it was my life I had to pay As I walk these dark days, my spirit fades away The reason that I lost Coz I was quickly tossed to the abyss of wickedness Also known as earth, throughout the universe Perverse ammunition, sent my mind on a mission My critical condition, by the way did I mеntion? To forget my problems, my crew sippеd on 80 proof In my mind we justified this with false truths I almost became one of the devils new recruits Drunken, staggering, babbling words that made no sense Yo son, it's too late for my soul to repent Trials and tribulations leave my mind racing Problems that I'm facing, constantly stand adjacent No time for hesitation or relapse Look into my eyes and watch my heart collapse I used to be the helpless victim of Satan's wickedness Tricking this teenager into sinning with the quickness Cannabis, acid, have you hooked like it was phonics Allusions and confusion with highs that were atomic But then I realized that my life had no direction Detection in finding out that it was my own defection Conscience is never obeyed, only abused Drunken mouth got me in trouble, face battered and bruised Confused, wondering why close friends had to die Wish I could change the hands of time Have them looking towards the sky I try all the time, wanna do what's right Don't fight, turn your cheek, keep it real, rock the mic Despite of all the ones who try to call me outcast I keep my focus on the future coz at the end I'll outlast As the intoxicants were released from my pores I awoke to find myself stranded on these shores There's too many doors and which one do I choose? I am walking rollercoaster rides of emotion and love potion Now tempted by physical forms of Jezebel Locking my mind down like jail cells Plus these temptations make my tear ducts release precipitation Many nights I pray for restoration Mind games made my brain waves go insane She loves me, she loves me not, that's all I heard Along with empty words, when she left I was burnt worse than third degree burns Sexual advances put my mind into these dances When the loss of a relative made my heart become a casualty Lust is my attire for sexual desires To fulfill my emptiness, despite of all this I rebuilt my fortress but nevertheless I press through these trials and tribulations Begin my transformation from old things to new