Supposed To Be

Lyrics

[Chorus: Shwabadi] What the hell am I supposed to be? Whole world feels so cold to me Can't let you get close cause life could switch up changing tonally Went from holding groceries to toting toasters holding heat This whole system's broken me or maybe reawoken [Verse 1: Shwabadi] Something in me that I can't ignore, carnivores Blood is tainted, drain it, stain the Hardwood floor You saw in black and white, but now it's changed up like a Harpsichord You can not step up now, don't touch the things you can't afford, you can't afford Cause I am the product of people as products They tried to make stars out of kids that were fodder But don't even bother, that life isn't for us If we're being honest society's wild and I'm seeking the forest I'm seeking to forage, the meaning that's for us And I mean some days, man, I feel like Adonis But some days I'm sick to the pit of my stomach Can't stick it, of course I'mma vomit Of course I've been sick of divisionist systems But who am I? To deny that my nature, it is or it isn't Exactly what they had envisioned, exactly what they told me from the start, you get what you're given You're marked as a piston, but I've played the part of a cog that won't fit in, we can break the machine from within it Life is savage, go from aiming for the sky to aiming down the sights of automatics Turning friends to corpses, tragic Cash ain't all that rules us, but it plays a fucking part Just don't panic, there's a few that might still aim to be the star [Chorus: Shwabadi] What the hell am I supposed to be? Whole world feels so cold to me Can't let you get close cause life could switch up changing tonally Went from holding groceries to toting toasters holding heat This whole system's broken me or maybe reawoken [Verse 2: Ham Sandwich] I am awake, but now I'm scared to look myself in the face Homie murdered, eaten without a trace, give me some space I need to wait! I can not wait around, throwing my weight around Sneak through the lobby, I don't even make a sound Goons in the mafia, we finna take 'em out Chasing a rabbit and I'm finna take her out, I'm finna Friend or food, my body can't tell the difference Why I gotta keep my distance, questioning can we live in coexistence? When there's bodies being sold as a business, seeing neighbours in and out of that district See 'em fiending for a piece or fiending for some medication just to suppress the instinct Equal rights? What a brilliant lie Every night another innocent dies They got every right to have that fear in their eyes Because all of us have got a villain inside And I'm slowly turning into what I despise Who am I? Suit and tie Jacket off, rabbit paw in my pants, drag 'em off Lucky me, but my body backing off This shit is too dangerous And it's obvious we wasn't made for this See, we living in peace, but it's paper thin We in pieces, the people just play pretend This impossible logic ain't making sense And I'm positive, I need to make amends So until I do it I'mma stay condemned To find the man in charge and put a stake in them, I wonder [Chorus: Ham Sandwich & Shwabadi] What the hell am I supposed to be? Whole world feels so cold to me Can't let you get close cause life could switch up changing tonally Went from holding groceries to toting toasters holding heat This whole system's broken me or maybe reawoken What the hell am I supposed to be? Whole world feels so cold to me Can't let you get close cause life could switch up changing tonally Went from holding groceries to toting toasters holding heat This whole system's broken me or maybe reawoken