I Still Breathe

Lyrics

[Verse 1: Rustage] Yeah, never thought I'd be free to think Say it wasn't a lot, but you can make a noose from a piece of string Pouring out like a shot, not a punching bag, when you need to drink I've been waving the white flag, mixing red 'til I'm bleeding pink Say I'm wrong, so I blame myself Promised Heaven, but you made it Hell Honestly, it wasn't hate I felt Just dreaded moments I'm afraid to tell Losing sleep, and it drains my health Using words to create my cell Feeling weak by the chains you held So I never lived 'til I said farewell All the names that you call me Fear is something you taught me See the tears of people you love That disappear when they turn towards me Saved the page, but changing the story Stayed the same, but bathed in the glory I've been choking out on my short leash Step on broken shards 'til the floor bleeds [Pre-Chorus: Kahze] In the corners of my mind I can feel my fear arise People say I'm still alive Despite anxiety Suffocating me And I'll feel that pain again So long as I still breathe [Chorus: Kahze] When you're at this crowing awkward point Saying you're not good enough And your end is breaking all you've sought Or you've just gotta keep on Running, running, I haven't given up I ain't giving up to feel this way Of running, of running, I gotta kill these thoughts And I won't stop until the end [Verse 2: Rustage] I was apologetic when I needed sorrys Never listening to the flee and worry Some mistakes I ain't keen to copy Felt the weight of my secrets on me Glassed-eyed, all they see are proxies Heart died, and the beat is choppy Start trying to keep breathing properly Buried deep in a sea of concrete Bit too late Tanning knees like spinning plates When he sleep in a pit of snakes Temp his teeth and trigger pains Bit on trade when no give and take Rip my cord, and I drift away Never meant to capitulate I just feared you with a different face Ay, you turn this love into a battleground Filling up the glass and you ignore the way your anger sounds Never brave enough to stand my ground Sick of all the hurting, I refuse to let you drag me down [Pre-Chorus: Kahze] In the corners of my mind I can feel my fear arise People say I'm still alive Despite anxiety Suffocating me And I'll feel that pain again So long as I still breathe [Chorus: Kahze] When you're at this crowing awkward point Saying you're not good enough And your end is breaking all you've sought Or you've just gotta keep on Running, running, I haven't given up I ain't giving up to feel this way Of running, of running, I gotta kill these thoughts And I won't stop until the end