​spikes

Lyrics

[Chorus: zombAe] I'm wearing spikes just like they're earrings Stay on my mind like tinnitus make my ears ring I shower every night but I will never feel clean I told you I love you but you're hard of hearing (ha) Yeah, I know the real tea Is that you know my past too much to know the real me But by your side I'll always stay improve my fealty And I'll keep whispering one day so that you'll hear me [Verse 1: zombAe] I know I should love myself And that's the resonance but I can't be delusional That's just the deficit, I hate mysеlf too much to diet I'm diabetic, shit, I wish that's something that a dialеctic on aesthetics fix My teeth, my face, my eyes, my lips and What have I chosen from it, uh Curse the mire's myer's wit, and Nothing's left and don't exist, yeah And my goal, covered it away 'cause I won't ever be beloved by the stage And I'm sorry for the ones that love me and have faith But I can never love the love as much as I appreciate the hate 'Cause I look at it and I say it's true It's permanent up in my skins like some tattoos Insecurity of people not looking like you It's a trap they lock you in it's enclosed with on you I can't find the key, I can't find the key But I'm hoping that you can find in me And I'm singing, but, I can't find the key Ain't no room left, ain't no lock and key [Chorus: zombAe] I'm wearing spikes just like they're earrings Stay on my mind like tinnitus make my ears ring I shower every night but I will never feel clean I told you I love you but you're hard of hearing (ha) Yeah, I know the real tea Is that you know my past too much to know the real me But by your side I'll always stay improve my fealty And I'll keep whispering one day so that you'll hear me [Verse 2: doin' fine] Okay, okay, okay, okay, well you're not dead Though you feel like it, thanks a lot meds Speakin' on me without knowing you can drop dead Tranny in a manic sort of pose so you should stop and stare Recently I learned I didn't learn a single thing I hurt another boy who was close to me Smell of blood on my clothes always lingering Slowly watch the colors in your eyes dwindling So what's love, if all you learned was sex I don't delete accounts, I still miss an ex Here and there, I'm still scared of getting checked 'Cause I'm a half girl in a puke-stained maid dress I wish I was fifteen, I wish you were twenty-two I'm not gon' finish that lyric, you know what to do Don't abuse your power, but if you take my youth The dye pack will pop, boutta turn my hair blue [Instrumental Bridge] [Outro] It's rural! I just, I just, I just- I just, I just, I just- I just, I just, I just- It's rural! I just, I just, I just- It's rural! I shower every night but I will never feel clean I told you that I love you but you're hard of hearing It's rural! Yeah, I know the real tea Is that you know my past too much to know the real me But by your side I'll always stay improve my fealty And I'll keep whispering one day so that you'll hear me