Heartless

Lyrics

[Verse 1] You said I'm acting different but brought it up casually 'Cause you know confrontation scares the living hell out of me And we talked through our options, but I didn't see any 'Cause my dream, it's always been right here in Music City And when my dad was helping me pack as I was crying He asked, "Are you sure?" [Chorus] And I felt heartless, I felt selfish Like maybe I'm making a mistake and I can help it Maybe I should stay, maybe I'm crazy For trying to push myself out of my limits You didn't hurt me, nobody's screaming I'm simply putting a box in a backseat Holy shit, just 'cause I'm leaving Doesn't mean I won't have regrets Or that this breaks my heart less [Verse 2] I know I did the breaking up and I should really own it But I don't think I'm even allowed to be sad for a moment But I've been crying four weeks straight Trying to convince myself I'm okay It'll get easier one day, won't it? [Chorus] And I felt heartless, I felt selfish Maybe I'm making a mistake and I can help it Maybe I should stay, maybe I'm crazy For trying to push myself out of my limits You didn't hurt me, nobody's screaming I'm simply putting a box in a backseat Holy shit, just 'cause I'm leaving Doesn't mean I won't have regrets Or that this breaks my heart less [Bridge] And how narcissistic of me when I was the one Who chose to leave When this should be about you and how you constantly proved That you were too good to me [Chorus] And I'm so heartless, I'm so selfish For saying I'm making a mistake and I can help it Maybe I should stay, maybe I'm crazy For trying to push myself out of my limits You didn't hurt me, nobody's screaming I'm simply putting a box in a backseat But holy shit, just 'cause I'm leaving Doesn't mean I won't have regrets Or that this breaks my heart less