...maybe

Lyrics

[Verse 1] Maybe I should take a breath Those messages running through my head I wonder what would happen if I go back What would happen if they all see What exactly happened to me I wonder how they would react [Pre-Chorus] The hard r's and failed report cards I took it all from both ends, it was hard I didn't get far but [Chorus] I thought maybe, one day, I could prove them wrong I thought maybe, one day, I would go so far They would cheer my name as I go on stage Every magazine, I'd be on the front page I thought maybe, maybe one day [Verse 2] You can tell me anything, thеy said But they shared evеry word with their friends How could fifty people want me to die? "Bestie!" "I-L-Y", they made me feel fine But ruining my life was on the back of their minds Wrapped up in endless drama and lies [Pre-Chorus] The hard r's and failed report cards I took it all from both ends, it was hard I didn't get far but [Chorus] I thought maybe, one day, I could prove them wrong I thought maybe, one day, I would go so far They would cheer my name as I go on stage Every magazine, I'd be on the front page I thought maybe, maybe one day [Break (Screamed, Sang)] I screamed every night before crying to sleep And God done fucked me up, never answers to me All these fake friends, loose ends, storylines weaved And everyone loves to entangle thee And I'm fucking paranoid, thinking everyone hates me Every unkind word, I took it personally I recreated the cycle that I wanted to break And lost one friend that I wanted to make I realized every time I wanted to ruin someone as they did me It falls back on my character times three [Chorus] I thought maybe, one day, I could prove them wrong I thought maybe, one day, I would go so far They would cheer my name as I go on stage Every magazine, I'd be on the front page I thought maybe, one day, I could prove them wrong I thought maybe, one day, I would go so far They would cheer my name as I go on stage Every magazine, I'd be on the front page I thought maybe, maybe one day [Outro] Maybe