...a love letter to the one I could never love the way I want to

Lyrics

[Verse 1] Side-swept hair and your four-eyed stare The way I could talk to you without a care I could see myself falling in love We just met but we're talking for hours on end It kills me that we could never be more than friends That's how I knew I could never get enough [Pre-Chorus] That's why saying this sucks to be me I wish this weren't our reality [Chorus] Hours feel like seconds when I'm talking to you Never trusted anyone more, and that's the truth The fact that I have to say this makes me feel blue This is a love letter to the one I could never love the way I want to [Verse 2] I know it isn't fair to you after all this pain I know someone looking in would say I'm insane But one of us is gonna have to lose soon In some masochistic way, I love it when we fight It tells me that we're natural, and that feels right But every night I think of you, I cry monsoons [Pre-Chorus] That's why saying this sucks to be me I wish this weren't our reality [Chorus] Hours feel like seconds when I'm talking to you Never trusted anyone more, and that's the truth The fact that I have to say this makes me feel blue This is a love letter to the one I could never love the way I want to [Break] I just want you bad, bad, bad But I always want what I can't have [Breakdown] That's why saying this sucks to be me I wish this weren't our reality Hours feel like seconds when I'm talking to you Never trusted anyone more, and that's the truth The fact that I have to say this makes me feel blue This is a love letter to the one [Chorus] Hours feel like seconds when I'm talking to you Never trusted anyone more, and that's the truth The fact that I have to say this makes me feel blue This is a love letter to the one I could never love the way I want to [Outro] Ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh I could never love you the way I want to