The Fear

Lyrics

Verse 1: I hear 'em off in the distance, I see em watching and whispering Feel the plot getting thicker but now the clock it is ticking I'm getting shot every minute with every tock I am injured And so I bottle my feelings up til I'm not really here I see em stopping and staring, I see em scoffing and glaring I've done a nonchalant air and play like I not really caring It's such an obvious front I'm wearing My lack of confidence is like a badge of dishonour and now its visibly clear I'm looking over my shoulder watching the world get colder My blood is boiling I internally smoulder What if my peeps find out? What's it gonna take for me to be at peace right now? When'll the heat die down and disappear? They're directing their energy too aggressive to let it be Eventually I relent and let it get to me Let it infect every part of my flesh and every artery Tearing me apart, filling my heart with this invisible fear Chorus: The fear, the fear's invisible (this invisible fear) The fear, the fear's invisible (all I can feel is this invisible fear) You know the fear's invisible (this invisible fear) You know the fear's invisible Verse 2: So what's a guy gonna go? Which road am I gonna choose How can I decipher what life should include? Been on the back foot since I was a youth How you meant to be ready for winning wars when the enemy resides within you? How can I convince you what I'm going through? You probably feel the same way = from time to time too All this looking inside's kinda blinding my view So it's tough to step up and start designing my moves Let alone actually know what I aspire to do I usually sit at home in one of my quieter moods Now the calendar inside of my character is Mayan Watching the end of the planet that I happen to reside on (Bridge:) Right now, as soon as I turn the lights out, and lie down I find out, why I stay awake playing the night owl With a war in my mind It's telling me to throw In my towel Find a sale place to hideout Only nothing is secure in my house Now I'm living with this invisible fear (Chorus) Outro Verse: There isn't anything to fear (I know) There isn't anybody there (I see) There's nothing sinister in of the stares (no doubt) But my doubts are my doubts and they're taking over this house with this invisible fear