losers bracket

Lyrics

[Intro] I don't wanna— Yeah, yeah, yeah [Verse] My closet too big, all my shit legit I'm back in the city, I don't wanna take pics Ten bands in a day, what you know about this? I ask him how he ran off with his zip My life so rare, but this shit still suck That's why I told 'em I don't care about shit When I lost Gavin, that shit real hurt I don't wanna see none of my friends in a hearse RIP Ban, I'm still on go I don't really speak much 'cause I'm bad with my words I'm doin' the least, think I'm 'bout to plateau Self destruct, I'ma make this shit worse It's a lot of shit I made worse, it's a lot of dues I paid first It's a lot of times I can't sleep, I look in the mirror and then I can't eat It's a lot of times I think too much, you askin' me why I can't speak I be tryna forget evеrything I've seen, everything you told mе I hate lookin' for advice, but I'm tryna figure out why I'm so weak It's a lot of shit I did then, it's a lot of shit I can't say I be way too stressed every single second, even on my best day I'm back in D.C., tryna get my mind right, hit up SJ I hate tryna talk, but I'm really still lookin' for my best way Oh my gosh, still I can't get right up off the floor Wish I still had a life like yours, I can't no more Wish I could show you how shit's got me so remorsed I wish I could, I really wish that I could do better Got tears fallin' down my Yohji sweater She wanna walk out the door, I'll let her Can't send a text, what the fuck is a letter? He bitin' my swag just to think he clever Too many ties that I had to sever You still wanna be cool, I'ma tell you never I really wish that I could do better, ayy Only nineteen, but I feel like a vet Been in this shit since I was thirteen I switched to Yasuyuki from the Vet My brodie would tell me I'm livin' the dream I'm doin' my worst, but I'm tryin' my best If I lose my shit, I'm not tryna be mean Tryna take care of everybody around me I don't really give a lil' fuck about me [Outro] Phew, phew, phew (I don't really give a lil' fuck about me) (I don't really give a lil' fuck about me) (I don't really give a lil' fuck about me) (I don't really give a lil' fuck about me)