what’s first

Lyrics

[Intro] (I don't wanna live like this anymore) I don't wanna let go, huh, I don't wanna let you down Tell me what you wanna show me, I don't wanna play around Show me where you wanna leave, promise I won't make a sound Promise that I won't— hm, huh, promise that I won't— [Chorus] And I hate me and my past life Said "I hate you," I don't act right Had to move quick, had to switch lanes It don't look it, but I hate the fast life I just want some peace and some comfort Friends like family, they all come first Haven't left my room, let the sun burst Feel like they hate me so tеll me, like, what's first? Huh, what's first? Huh, uh, what's first? Could you tell mе quick? Tell me what's worse, huh Huh, what's first? [Verse] We been movin' side to side, huh I been movin' state to state, huh Too much on my plate Shit been movin' fast Tryna get some cash, it was in a flash Promise you that I still don't know what to say Huh, uh And you, huh You still hate my guts, don't you? See through my cuts, won't you? Breathe through my lungs, won't you? I been in the city, shit been movin' quickly Shit ain't really pretty, they all act like kiddies But you'll see through my bluff, don't you? What they want from me, no, they can't have it And I'm with the bros, we steady causin' havoc They can't take my spot 'cause I'm too well-established I pour my heart into this shit and now I'm famished You can't hate me, you can't hate me when I vanish Dip out the spot, huh, huh, dip out the room I won't see you soon, tell me that you love me too It's my fault that I can't tell if they want me dead, if they want me to bloom It's all in my head, but I already know 'cause this shit consumed me This shit gets ugly sometimes (Sometimes, oh) We all been through this, I just repeated it, like, nine times (Nine times), yeah (Oh yeah) Treat my room like it's a cell, huh, treat my room like it's my Hell, huh Told my bro, "Don't hit my cell, bitch, I'm going ghost, but I wish you well" I took self care to Osaka, man, the air fresh, love the smell And if I don't like to talk much, what would I look like buyin' Chanel? Could you tell me how it feels to be you? I'ma tell you how it feels to be me And I miss my bro, six feet deep And I'm praying to God on my knees I'ma pray, I don't wanna be me I'ma pray, I don't wanna be me I don't pray, I don't wanna be— huh I'ma pray, I don't wanna be me [Chorus] And I hate me and my past life Said "I hate you," I don't act right Had to move quick, had to switch lanes It don't look it, but I hate the fast life I just want some peace and some comfort Friends like family, they all come first Haven't left my room, let the sun burst Feel like they hate me so tell me, like, what's first? Huh, what's first? Huh, uh, what's first? Could you tell me quick? Tell me what's worse, huh Huh, what's first?