Mamma, Cut Me Deeper

Lyrics

[ERIC] I feel like I haven't felt a thing in days I think that I've run out of bars to raise And no matter how I beg or what I do I can't get any help from you And I'm cold, but don't tell anybody now I just climb, yeah I climb And I'm old, but don't tell all these people now They all think I got time Yeah, everybody thinks I got time Well, I don't know what I got and I don't understand G-g-g-gimme a shot, mamma, gimme a hand Mamma, cut me deeper Mamma, cut me deeper I might not succeed but I'll survive Mamma, help me get there Mamma, push me harder Mamma, cut me deeper 'Cause if I see I'm bleeding then I'll know that I'm alive If I see I'm bleeding I will know that I'm alive I think that I know where I need to be But there's a quicksand situation been preventing me I think that I am ready and prepared But the problem is I'm also fucking scared I don't have the capacity To get what I need Though I know I'm prepared It doesn't mean that I'm gonna succeed So help me, help me, help me, help me, help me Mamma, cut me deeper Mamma, cut me deeper I think that I can take it, I'll survive Mamma, test my limits Mamma, take me higher Mamma, cut me deeper Cuz If I see I'm bleeding then I'll know I'm alive If I see I'm bleeding I will know I'm alive Cuz I can't feel a Goddam thing Fuck the hug I'll take the sting Cuz even if it hurts to suffer the knife At least the hurt Is proof of life It's proof of life It's proof of life Whoa, this isn't easy for me, no All my language is wrong But oh, I think what it comes down to Is that I'm kinda strong And my journey's been long Cuz I put up with a lot and I put up a fight But I'm now I'm begging you, mamma, help me make it right And maybe I'm ready to make an advance How'my ever gonna know if you don't give me a chance? Cuz I don't know what I am and I don't know what's real And really, how can I condemn if I can't even feel? C'mon Mamma, cut me deeper Mamma, cut me deeper I promise I can take it, I'll survive Mamma, don't hold back now Mamma, love me meaner Mamma, tell the truth and Mamma, don't be cleaner And Mamma, cut the bullshit That's how I'll survive Mamma, cut me deeper If I'm bleeding, I'm alive When I'm bleeding, I'm alive When I'm bleeding, I'm alive When I'm bleeding, I'm alive