Souls

Lyrics

Im often lost inside my head So I find myself through beats Talk about this path we lead and every sign that has deceived As I journeyed down this road I noticed wolf's in sheep's clothing I swear it be your own people scheming on you, loathing Smoking on this doinkie, got me voicing out my inner truth Coping by my lonely, through this music's how I vent to you Tell me am I getting through? Or is this shit too dark and sad? Walk a lap inside my shoes, I guarantee you'll crash Pass, the fucking dope so I can smell the flower Inside my mind, I lose control, feels like I have no power Past encounters left me sour, so I'm bitter now The saddest hours tower over me and kick me down Im trying, I'm so tired of being tired and sick Im fine, that's what I'll tell you when I feel like shit Im dying, I got a firm grip around this blick One click, and no fucking more will I exist I really don't know why, I do this to myself I listen to these lies, I always tell myself No I don't think I'll ever be okay No I don't think I'll ever be fine My heart is always feeling so much pain How will I ever heal this broken heart of mine? Broken heart's and wounded soul's Stolen parts from my spirit, got me feeling low No, I need a crutch to help me stand in life I can't feel much so these drugs stay right by my side Fuck, open your eyes, you think I like this shit?! Im traumatized, and these wounds are more than I can fix No, the silence never felt this loud before! I hear the sirens in my head, my body on my floor! Fuck! How much more can I fucking take?! Before I break my life and decimate my fate! Can't replicate your happiness I know Its sad to say, but I think my departure is set in stone! I don't condone this shit, I'm speaking out But I feel so alone, my cold soul is bleeding out Will you hear me out before I'm gone? Do you see clearly now the pain I've hidden for so long? I really don't know why, I do this to myself I listen to these lies, I always tell myself No I don't think I'll ever be okay No I don't think I'll ever be fine My heart is always feeling so much pain How will I ever heal this broken heart of mine?