Ten Toes Down

Lyrics

[Verse] Yeah, take a look into my fucking eyes Can you see all of my sorrow mixed with pain inside? I ain't sure about tomorrow, shit I want to die I've been depressed for a while, now, I'm sick and tired I'm so fucked up I really need some help But how can you help me if I can't even help myself I'm so disappointed, voices telling me to pick your poison You either OD or shoot yourself, just do a coin flip I'm so broken, ain't no way that you can fix me If I pull the trigger who the fuck will really miss me? Kiss me on my forehead when I'm inside my casket Never gave a fuck but all of a sudden start to ass kiss I know those times, develop love for you over night But where was you when I had no one to hold me tight? Nowhere in sight, so motherfuck no condolences Born in 1994 and I've been lonely since Yeah, said I've been lonely since Had my family torn apart and we've been broken since Took my dad away before I took my first breath Took my dad away before he'd seen my first steps How the fuck do you think I feel when I look back at it? I start to choke up and panic like I'm asthmatic Bad habits form so I can try to fill the void After fact my whole family has been destroyed A couple months back, my life changed Dad's home but our connection feels quite strange It's not the same like it once was in prison I used to feel so close but now I feel so fucking distant And it hurts me, I swear to God this shit just hurts me 'Cause I don't feel like your son, I feel unworthy And I ain't saying this to try to bash you, dad I'm only saying this because you lost in touch on what we had You used to ask about me, show concern for what I'm doin' Ask about my music and these dreams that I'm pursuin' Now, all you ever talk about is problems with these women It's funny how it happened, showing up all of a sudden But don't forget, when you were locked up, we was always there All you had was us when you was going through despair Family is everything so don't you lose sight of that I'm only saying this 'cause I love you and I want you back Yeah, I said I want you back I would do anything to keep our love and bond intact We can't forget about our past and where we both been 'Cause all we had was each other through both thick and thin [Hook] You're my heart, mind and soul, pops You're my treasure, you're my gold, pops And your heart is where I'm home, pops Without you I am not home, pops [Outro] Love you