Isolate

Lyrics

Verse 1: --------------- I feel guilty rapping on this beat cuz Mo really wanted it But 9 years passed & nobody made a song on it I'm on a crash course straight to hell I'm insubordinate But all things considered I still feel I'm rather fortunate Even though they use me up & leave me hanging like an ornament I tighten up the torque & stop the bleeding with a tourniquet I bomb em till winning every bracket like a tournament My heart is palpitating, it's concerning, I'm ignoring it I got a clean bill of health, I know the shit from stress I'm in psychiatric treatmеnt once a week, but it's a mess Once you stеp out the clinic down the block called reality A coping exercise prevent a self-inflicted casualty I hide behind the fact that I'm a very busy ruminator All of that is true, but I'm a very bad communicator Opposites attract, but that don't mean that they compatible Return to the dealership & turn in your collateral Chorus: ----------- I should isolate myself Cause I have grown to hate myself Self-discipline berate myself My humor deprecate myself I should isolate myself Cause I have grown to hate myself Self-discipline berate myself My humor deprecate myself Verse 2: ------------ I made a plan to die but had to finish what I started Leave behind a catalog that represent me as an artist I been working broken hearted while I try to find my grace Sometimes I miss the pandemic, wear a mask, hide my face She thinks I'm tryna fuck my Instafans His name is tattooed down the back of your leg But you don't follow him on Instagram I'm dying for affection, she deny me affection Then revise history to a different recollection I hope that one day I'll realize how many love me I got friends, I got women, tons of fans would never dub me I demand of myself I dismantle this miasma I got friends & family members have to sell plasma Until I have to bang the schwammy I worry bout my sister, she the anchor of the family But I made a solemn promise both to Lisa & to Tommy That I would catch a homi (Repeat Chorus)