why?

Lyrics

[Intro] Yeah, you messed me up, I wonder why I don't know what I did, don't know why you told me to die You know I contemplate suicide You know I got a hard time It's hard to get outta bed, you wanted me dead I can't blame you, I'd hate me too if I outed someone for all that they did! [Verse] You couldn't handle hearin' the truth of your actions People like you give me trust issues, I'm afraid of attachments Lemme tell you somethin', never felt terror like that in my lifе But I saw through the smile, I stayed for a whilе, but it just ruined my life! Leave me alone, I know you don't care, you just want me to die! If you care so much, can you please tell me why Why you left me to bleed! Why you let me scar myself up, shit was obscene! You didn't care, you laughed at the scars, told me I was so weak! I believe you, I couldn't think straight, you call me a freak! Fuck you, bitch, you should just leave me be! Instead, you come up, act like you care, then, leave me when I am in need! Just let me die, why can't you just say goodbye?! You walked out the door, told me, "No more," then, told me to commit suicide! Shit, I might just do it, I don't wanna be alive! You part of my note, I hope you know, you the main reason I took my life!