done with this (intro)

Lyrics

[Intro] Uh, look, been feelin' those feelin's, the one's that make you fade The ones that run through your mind, the ones that make you decay I say I'm okay, but I ain't, haven't been for days Don't wanna be here, but I fight, so I can live the life I want to The life she'd want me to live, but you left, after all I taught you Have you ever wanted to die when the memories haunt you? Shit, I have, and I've been needin' someone to talk to [Verse] No one wants to talk, and that's fine I see, you just want me to die Always yеll, ready to ring the bell, but I run around in my mind Thoughts don't slow down, tryna gеt through the pain I can't feel happy, not even a bit, I always feel the same Fucked-up mind, I never felt fine, I always think I'm insane I tell all these lies, mask makes it hide, but my life, I wanna take I feel like my mental is what's gon' destroy me I just want someone to adore me Feelin' like I'll never get better, but I've gotta try Tryin' for ma, tryin' for her, tryin' so much, but I wanna die I try to understand what cards I've been dealt, the ones I've got in my hand But I understand these cards are what lead a gun in my hand Screamin', cryin', I feel like I'm dyin', 'cause I've always been hurtin' Try to understand what I did to feel so damn worthless No one hears a word I say, I say too much, but it's wordless I'm not worth the help, not worth the love, nah, not worth it I try to get better, but nothin' ever help, I'm hurt Try to fight my mind, but cut my arms, cry for help, I struggle to find my worth Depression has been messin' wit' me, and I'm ready to let it Get to me, lost the angel sent to me, but the bullet, she sent it Straight to her head, watched her die, now, I'll always resent it 'Cause I could've saved her, but I pushed away the good person I was given I pushed her emotions away, same with my own, she never saw the depression, it was hidden Wish I would've talked to her, or let her talk, I'll always regret that I didn't But I've been runnin', runnin', runnin', and it's 'cause all this pain, I hid it Just let go, don't let me know that I'm worthy How can I been worthy when everyone hurt me? Just let me go, just let me die I don't wanna keep up the lies But I don't wanna let 'em know that I'm not fine I'm just so damn ready to die I'm off flow, but they don't know all the pain I hide I was caught, tho, but then, I let her die Let her fade away, I could've saved the angel in my life But now, she's gone, and I'm ready to take my life, damn