drowned in the drinks

Lyrics

[Intro] [Quiet crying] Goddamn it, you fucking idiot! Damn, I feel so fuckin' useless right now I could've saved you, but it's out of sight now You couldn't stop, was tryna numb your pain But even when you were, you'd still try to act like your sane But we all knew the truth, you're not sane, you want to feel okay So, that way You wouldn't wake up and feel the same pain as yesterday But now that you're gone, I'll never fuckin' be okay! [Verse] But I'm still here, crying my eyes out, missing you Girl, I get the fact you were sick of it, sick of him hitting you And you were always so fucking sick of him giving you A new scar, you was beaten, bruised, and used, it was so often that it was fuckin' killing you! I swear to God, you made a bad decision and you knew, which is why you'd always turn to me But it was my fuckin' sworn duty To protect you from him, and you swore to me That you'd never let the alcohol kill you But you would drink and drink until you Would black-out, it affected your health, but still you Would continue to drink, and I kept asking, "Will you" "Please stop drinking?" and you'd respond, "Sure" But even when you would say that, you were not sure That you could, so, you didn't And I never knew 'cause you hid it But I caught you one day, it broke my heart You didn't say a word, just broke down and started apologizing to me, I felt like I didn't do my part It was painful to see you crying as much as you were And I still think 'bout her, even though, she's gone, lots of my shit's based to her Because she's gone, she was my best friend But now, she's gone, she's a dead friend It's fuckin' me up, I wished her the best And now, I'm fuckin' left with the rest Of the people, now, I think I'll have the same fate as her But I can assure It won't be anytime soon And I'm gon' be here anytime you Need to talk to someone, anytime you feel pain But this fuckin' situation brought me some real pain And now, I'm so fuckin' alone And now, I'm all on my own, damn