blame me...

Lyrics

[Intro] (Oh, whoa, you can just blame me) (Ooo, I know you hate me) [Verse] Yeah, look, I see y'all hatin' me I see my own family losing faith in me And then, she left, now, she replacin' me And now, I got hate in me But it's not for anyone else, it's just for me I don't wanna be me anymore Can't do this anymore I miss the times when she would adore me Like, why am I so goddamn worthless? Why can't I find my purpose? Why can't I feel like anything but a horrible person? And when she said she loved me, didn't believе it, 'cause the last time I hеard this It was just made up love We can't make up, love Sick of all the fake love And now, I hate us And I hate the thought of me not being yours And I can't handle this, I don't feel like a human being anymore! I put up boundaries, but you broke down my walls You saw my fall You saw all my hurt And you knew I questioned it we would work And you lied and said that we would And we continued exactly like you said we should But you just wanted to hurt me You just wanted to fuckin' work me Every time you didn't respond 'til the next morning, you was out with him! And I hope that you'll soon see some doubt in him! If not, I wish you the best But now, I'll be with the rest Of the people you've hurt in your life And I hope you make it through your strife And I really hope you're alright But you always blame me Hate me Made me Shut up and let you talk, even though, you knew you was wrong And that's why I'm making this song! I tried to love you, but you didn't try to love me You were plotting to break me every time you would hug me! Now, you're gone and I'm broken And I guess, I was hopin' That we would work, and That you would help rope in All the pain, get me off the drug and make me feel happy, but that shit was just an illusion! But instead, you took me and you was beatin' and brusin' Me, then, lied and said I put my hands on you first, but I didn't You knew it, but you told me to hide it, but there's something else I've hidden All of the cuts I've put on my body because of you And it's all because I made the mistake to love you And now, I need my mama, yeah, Mom, I wanna hug you! I'm sick of soaking in pain And now, I'm going insane I don't miss what we had But I wish you were different so we could last [Chorus] Oh, whoa, you can just blame me Ooo, I know you hate me I wish you could make me Happy, but, nah, I just hurt myself 'til I'm numb Yeah, I know it's dumb But it's because they all blame me! It's because they all hate me! I'm sorry for messing everything up, it's on me to fix it But to be honest, I don't want to fix it And y'all hate me And you couldn't make me Happy again, so, now, you can just blame me!