(The Curse Is Finally Lifted)

Lyrics

No one's ever got the money No one's ever got the time They're all stuck staring at brick walls Practicing their line And I'm afraid that all their futures will be all too bleak I'm scared for my friend's futures and I'm scared for me But I see you shiver from the cold in the desert Have another blanket now have another drink 'Cause getting fucked up's easy when you feel like you'll never Get to see your family or friends, reach your dreams But I swear on my life that I won't let this be the last time I go to bed and wake up feeling worse But everyone around is getting angrier and bitter Sometimes I think it's better that I'm just a temporary curse on you I seem to never have the money Feel I never have the time I'm always looking for a way out I'm always scared and getting high And I'm afraid to go three months clean I'm scared I'll get too angry I'm scared I'll get too mean But I see you shiver from the cold in the mountains Have another blanket have another drink 'Cause getting fucked up's easy when you're not around your friends And now you're feeling so alone thanks to me But I swear on my life that I won't let this be the last time I go to bed and wake up feeling worse than last night I'm always getting angry, I'm always feeling bitter I just need to find a cure When I come home you lay in bed Say nothing say it all I'm a joke But everything is spinning by the end of my shower Trip and stumble to find my way home Getting used to leaving more comfortable than staying The only real life I have is hiding in these notes I play to Talk about the feeling that I never feel like talking about Now I think I've said too much I think I'd better go But I swear on my life that I'll let this be the last time I go to bed and wake up feeling oh so sad And I'll stop getting angry stop proving my mom right Leave them all behind and find you and me a home