The Day David Bowie Died Pt. 2

Lyrics

Lazy day Makes me feel like I'm dyin' I'll take a deep, deep breath and hold It till the whites of my eyes are red Just like Chandler's were back in high school Cloudy day Makes me feel so afraid That the IRS has my name on a list Somewhere in a filing cabinet That hasn't been touched since 2013 I will spoil the ending for you I will ruin three years of your life I can hope that I don't fuck up I also hoped David Bowie wouldn't die But I want to be perfect But last time I tried Got a cut on my lip And the whole image died As I sink my teeth into the side of this road I'll make my family proud I can show them I've grown From the lunch that I got you before you went east The crust that you picked off, that you didn't eat The cups and utensils that then touched your lips Are still sitting out because I just won't watch them Lazy day Makes me feel like an elephant is using my chest like an ottoman A place to put his feet as I am suffocating atop of your sheets I feel my right arm gettin' tense against the weight of the steering wheel Hot against my hands as I'm pullin' and pushin' back Against the rain and the wind Thought about getting a car wash, I guess I'm glad that I didn't I will spoil the ending for you I will crash my car when I drive I can hope that the car's not totaled So you can sell it for a decent price But I want to be perfect So I get mad when I'm not I wanna drive fast But I'm scared I'll get caught I wanna write better music than the music I've written I wanna tell you things but you'd think I was kiddin' Been wasting my time, maybe I should just move Give up on myself, maybe focus on you I'm startin' to hate my music I think I'm sayin' too much Don't like putting myself out there but already fucked And then maybe I Would be afraid Of dyin' of cancer instead of old age 'Cause who wants to live that long anyways? Who wants to live that long anyways? And then maybe I would be afraid Of dyin' of cancer instead of old age 'Cause who wants to live that long anyways? Who wants to live that long anyways?