Lyrics

[Intro] AAAA-AAAA-AAAA-AAAA AAAA-AAAA-AAAA-AAAA [Verse 1] You told me to paint with my traumas as a pigment Now I just see the ugliest color ever invented I am a stereotype of myself, walking around with my pants cuffed around my ankles Like the kid that you crushed on in 2014 He had a typewriter where he'd write his poetry And every word seemed so vapid and overused He was an E. E. Cummings, but he wasn't cumming for you [Pre-Chorus] Now I'm a mess and I don't care if you see that At least I'm not dead yet Now I'm a wreck and I want you to see it Want you to feel the same shame that caused it I want to see you on a wall likе Samuel I want to see your confidence fall I'm bеtting that you'll give up before then You can't survive without your friends [Chorus] But I'm alright, I'm ok I've got these little pink pills that make you go away I'm alright, I'm all set But fuck you and all of your little friends [Post-Chorus] You're not really that good at anything you wanna be And fuck you for that I'm fine, I'm ok I didn't really feel like catching you back anyway [Instrumental] AAAA-AAAA-AAAA-AAAA [Verse 2] I can say that I don't really admire your dedication Got a lot of shit on your plate, are you gonna eat it? Wanna shove it in your face, but I know better Wanna kill myself, but I don't want to put in the effort I am a walking farce and a disgrace I am a fucking joke and you made me that way I hear your voice in back of my head But you never seem to have nice things to say [Pre-Chorus] Now I'm a mess and I don't care if you see that At least I'm not dead yet Now I'm a wreck and I want you to see it Want you to feel the same shame that caused it I want to see you on a wall like Samuel I want to see your confidence fall I'm betting that you'll give up before then You can't survive without your friends [Chorus] But I'm fine, I'm ok I've got these little pink pills that make you go away I'm alright, I'm all set But fuck you and all of your little friends [Verse 3] I am the monster under my bed I am the person looking through your window at night I am the bad guy in my own life I am the bad guy in my own life I am the boogie-man to my own brain I am the crazy I wish that I would never be I am the bad guy in my own life I am the bad guy, I'll fuck it up right [Chorus] But I'm fine, I'm ok I've got these little pink pills that make you go away And I'm alright, and I'm all set But fuck you and all of your little friends [Chorus] But I'm fine, I'm ok I've got these little pink pills that make you go away And I'm alright, and I'm all set But fuck you and all of your little friends [Outro] AAAA-AAAA-AAAA-AAAA