selfcare

Lyrics

[Verse 1] Been weeks since I've done it Don't want it, I have to, its past due I'm stuck in a time loop, perpetual cycles Survival, no joy just life I spiral, deeper and deeper I go I am sick, sick, sick, sick Sick of these problems I can't fix I feel sick, sick, sick, sick Sick when I'm looking at him [Chorus] Pull the blades over my broken skin 'Cause this imperfection feels like sin Yellowed teeth form a wicked grin As I lie and say "I'm the best I've ever been" Hold my bloody wrist over my head I wanna dye my hair crimson Already killed myself years ago Ain't been a day since that I missed him [Verse 2] I can hear nothing but the sound of you knocking on the door It pounds around in my skull, it pounds around in my skull I can hear nothing but the sound of you knocking on the door It pounds around in my skull, it pounds around in my skull [Chorus] Pull the blades over my broken skin 'Cause this imperfection feels like sin Yellowed teeth form a wicked grin As I lie and say "I'm the best I've ever been" Hold my bloody wrist over my head I wanna dye my hair crimson Already killed myself years ago Ain't been a day since that I missed him [Outro] Cold, wet tiles give a warm embrace Reassuring me that I'm in the right place Feel my wings clipped, like an angel disgraced Stare at my reflection, its still not my face Is this the healing I came for? Is this the rebirth I prayed for? Is this the healing I came for? Is this the rebirth I prayed for?