pipedream

Lyrics

[Chorus] Done nothing for a week, please forgive me Pretending that I don't have a body Done nothing for a week, please forgive me Pretending that i don't have a body I just wish that those that say they love me would look at me different See their eyes when I walk by, and its full of resentment I think back to places I felt safe I ran to like an addict I was broken then too, but didn't know how good I had it [Verse] Playing silly songs in a Wendy's parking lot Thinking 'bout you every day 'cause I'm missing you a lot Maybe I'd look cute to you if I could wеar my hoodies cropped I just don't have thе energy, I wish that time could stop Tired of the hard work and I'm tired of pretending I just wanna see my friends and hope that they don't hate me Don't look at my bank account while I'm out panic spending Don't have any income, so that shit comes back to bite me Ten missing assignments, but sure, I'll catch your livestream Dance around my room like it's a show and not a pipe dream Freak out over nothing, taking edibles to calm me Can't even pick up the phone when I know you're calling Hope that when you say you love me that you really mean it When I see the mirror, it gets harder to believe it Paint my nails and dye my hair, become a different person Hope that maybe one day I'll look back and say its worth it [Chorus] Done nothing for a week, please forgive me Pretending that I don't have a body Done nothing for a week, please forgive me Pretending that i don't have a body I just wish that those that say they love me would look at me different See their eyes when I walk by, and its full of resentment I think back to places I felt safe I ran to like an addict I was broken then too, but didn't know how good I had it [Outro] It's all just a pipedream It's all just a pipedream It's all just a pipedream It's all just a pipedream