Lyrics

[Verse 1] I never thought I'd feel this lost I didn't think I'd live this long I didn't know I'd miss my home so much I wasn't prepared for any of this I should have stayed in college Maybe then I wouldn't feel so worthless [Verse 2] I'm scared I do too many drugs I'm afraid I'm always being judged I'm scared I'll never fall in love again I know I do not do enough to help all the people that I love I know I don't deserve your sympathy [Verse 3] I'm tired of always feeling this way I'm tired of always being afraid Some day I want to wake up and feel okay I'm sorry for always wasting your time I'm sorry for undervaluing life I'm really sorry for everything