Lonely (Non-Featuring version)

Lyrics

Wish I could find some love Wish I had the courage Wish somebody would give me a shove But I'm not above Being scared To be fair I know I got some wacky hair I'm kinda desperate, sending a prayer To heaven Looking for love even at my seven-eleven I ask for counsel on how to tell a girl I like her Kinda jealous of the guys who can "Just go get her'" Then when I do get a girl I get a text saying "Without you I might just be better" To all of those of you alone This is my letter Isn't weird How much loves feels So similar to a loan Like a weight that you at once love but makes you groan Always scared that you could maybe do better And your love always leaves you a debtor And you always end up with a dead love Dead dove Each one of us shoots love in our way Some of us pay And some treat it like they treat my birthday in May — They ignore it and go off with someone else to play Once had a girl I don't think she liked me much When I saw her with my friend I wanted to hurl I don't think she liked me much Don't know why, just call it a hunch Kinda wish I had a girl To take for a whirl Maybe give her a couple pearls Who am I kidding? I'm broke, let the lonely bag unfurl Let's be honest, the only girl who would go out with me Would probably be A bar girl, call girl No girl to twirl Just because I'm me And something that society flees Is that a breaking heart often hurts more than broken knees I've seen That a girl will go out with a guy Usually depending on how much money she needs And I think it's sad that our society is so dependent on greed Even for love If love was a dove then It was shot a long time ago And I don't know whether how we act is below or above Morals But I'm going to stay by myself, stay alone Because I'm scared of affection, scared to show I feel like I'm too vulnerable, so my distrust just grows And it usually feels like I'm fighting love's flow So I suspect I'm going to stay by myself, stay alone This, for sure, I can tell you I know