caldecott, pt. ii

Lyrics

There's something dangerous in the corner of the room And I'm trying to pretend it's not there I'm not sure what it is but it's definitely dangerous I don't wanna get too close to it In case it's something that could hurt me But maybe it wants to love me Maybe it needs something safe, like me And when you took me to the place you hid You erased the line between my ego and id (Oh, oh) And though you left a hole in my chest I still wish you the best Even though it might be full of venom Whether it wants to harm me or not I'm still gonna be careful around it After all, it's clearly dangerous And I can't help but wonder if Maybe we could be friends Even though we're both dangerous And at night I wander my hometown And I hide in the fort as it crumbles down And at night I wander my hometown And I wait in the fort until you come around And now I'm lying in bed at 3:00AM all alone And I know you're awake too, because you never sleep And recently? Neither do I Because I'm waiting for you to open the door and lie down next to me But your side of the bed is just gonna remain cold While I think of ways to distract myself From the way you used to LIE with your head on my chest Looking me in the eye, and I believed you every time Like a goddamn idiot But even so I guess I still can't bring myself to hate you Or, I don't know, maybe Because we're the same, that we couldn't be friends We're too dangerous for each other, and It's always the ones that are most alike That end up destroying each other like that God damn Why should I compete if I can't win? You dragged me down to hell and made me promise not to sin I shut off my emotions just to act like it's okay Yeah I'm dying on the floor right now but you just look away I gave you everything I had to give And you just watched my body rot You never let me live I promised through the darker nights that I would always stay When all was said and done I had to watch you walk away (When all was said and done I had to watch you walk away) So if you're just gonna leave me for dead You better spit it out and say it with your chest You know I tried to live a lie for you So there's nothing left that I could give or do And at night I wander my hometown And I hide in the fort as it crumbles down And at night I wander my hometown And I wait in the fort until you come around If you don't want something, don't take it If you don't want the answers to questions that are hard Don't ask them Don't preach change and do nothing to obtain it Nothing's more frustrating than a gun with no bang It's so obvious Don't take what you don't want from us Just talk me out You're not gonna start using your hands now Are you? It's so obvious Don't take what you don't want from us Just talk me out You're not gonna start using your hands now Are you? (I know there's nothing left for you) You're not gonna start using your hands now Are you? And I still loved you 'Til the very last second Can you say the same?