Lyrics

[Verse 1] I wanna be vegetarian So I can show all my cool new friends That I can stand for something big And solid enough to stand on [Verse 2] I wanna be a silver thread Attached to a thespian's giant head Who masters the spoons like Willow Smith So I can amount to something [Verse 3] I wanna say I'm new to this But I've been played out like a compact disc Now I think I've got it Well, mostly the gist Now it's losing its grip on me [Verse 4] I wanna be a sycophant So I can wear out all the latest trends 'Til the bandwagon leaves me for dead In the middle of fucking nowhere [Verse 5] I wanna say I've heard of this But I've only hеard a version of it I think I've got most of the gist Now it's tightеning its grip on me Now I'm steadily losing sleep [Chorus] I wanna say I'm waking up From a bad, bad dream about washing up Bury every memory of speaking up If you don't want to let your voice down [Verse 6] I can break the pattern I could make it better if I wanted But I don't Is that honest enough? [Verse 7] I think I'm starting to get it At least starting to regret it There's things and consequences manifesting now And there's nothing I can do [Chorus] How could I say I've had enough? I'm a little worse for wear One eye shut My bloodshot, Rorschach corneas Welling up with the blur I choked out [Post-Chorus] I think I'm starting to feel it I'm guided by the wind Of backlit deeds that I have done Am I making it up? I think I'm making it up Am I making it all up? [Outro] (I was running fucking fast in the wrong direction)